Monday, April 16, 2012

You've got a friend




I took this priceless photo the other day on a field trip with my son’s school.  So, my son has a friend, no big deal, right?  What?!  It might not be a big deal to you but whoa, it is a huge deal to me!  He doesn’t go on play dates, play outside with the neighborhood kids, and his invites to birthday parties are pretty slim. Now, I can’t lie, this is not your normal everyday friendship.  He actually hardly ever speaks to this friend, doesn’t really play with her, pretty much ignores her, and even runs away from her.  But, this persistent, precious, sweet little girl does not give up on him.  She says he is her best friend.  Her best friend. 
Beautiful words to a mother who has watched her son struggle to make a friend.  Sure, kids try to talk to him on a playground or at a park.  “What’s your name?” they ask, or they say something trying to start a conversation with him.  I watch holding my breath, a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.  I know what the outcome will be.  My son is sometimes interested and smiles, but he doesn’t know what to say to them, or how to say it.  Many times he just runs away, leaving the other child to move on to someone else.  Sometimes they will even come ask me, “Why won’t he talk to me?” or “Why is he being mean?”  “He doesn’t really know how to talk to you,” I say, “he’s not trying to be mean.”  “Why don’t you try to show him how to play your game?” I ask.  But, honestly, I know their frustration.  It is so difficult to try to talk to someone or engage someone that doesn’t talk or play back, and most of the time is totally happy being alone.   It can be heartbreaking at times.   
 But, this little girl in the picture above is relentless.  She does not care that he doesn’t talk to her.  She doesn’t think he’s mean.  She sees him, really sees him.  She tries to engage him, involve him, and help him every chance she gets, even when he doesn’t want her to!  I think she has a future career in speech, occupational or ABA therapy.  I know it will not always be this way.  As my son gets older, there probably won’t always be a little girl that wants to be his friend so badly and take care of him.  But, I can’t worry about that right now, today I’ll be glad that my boy has a friend.

7 comments:

  1. My 10 year son has had several girls over his school years that have taken him under their wing to guide. It seems like every year, there is someone that just naturally does it. I think it's more common for girls to do it, but my son does have a few boys who consistently stand up for him and help him out when needed.

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  2. A beautiful post.. brought a tear to my eye.

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  3. I've have that same feeling so many times. Waiting for the questions from other kids. I can totally relate to this one!! Someday my son will have a friend.

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  4. Your blog really has tugged at my heart. My 7 year old son wad recently diagnosed on the spectrum. I feel those same emotions that you talk about. THANK YOU for your words, you are Awesome!

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  5. Friendship gets downplayed so much in the NT world. To me, (my son is 8 and was diagnosed with classic autism 5 years ago) it is the vessel that takes him from his tiny island to the mainland. Thanks for sharing this one and love the picture!

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